so this week has been really annoying people have been pissing me off alot and ive been trying to get out more by going to the woods or going out with friends. we had a new app this week and he is really cool i like him not that way guys but ya hes a great guy to talk to me and him went to the woods and took video then rich came down and i was doing chat then we drink some and i get done with chat and we get ready to go to the club and i am so trashed that i passed out lol it just all him me at once and i didnt see it coming but ya so i guess that cricket got left there and i woke up wondering what happened last night but ya so the begining of this week zac came here and he gets alittle bit annoying sometime with his cleaning but ya so he came over and i went to the new chinese place and the food was really good. but ya so im guessing youve all been worried about how much ive been drinking and i know i have been getting trashed alot but ive been in a depressed mood lately and it has nothing to do with anything here, well it does have a little to do with the members sometimes but ive been drinking cuz it helps me feel better i mean before i got here i spent the last two years smoking everyday and its hard just to go back to being sober after that long but i am working on it. mattie is the new manager here and i dont know how i feel about that its a little wierd but whatever. hes doing ok kinda but i still miss chazzy and i hope i can see him again. but ya so thats my week and thats all i can talk about so thats all folks!!!!

ok so this week i had a bad week and depressing well first chazzy has left CBL and im very upset about it. im ganna miss chazzy so much and its ganna be weird without chazzy here. i hoping he comes back but i dont think it will happen and im hoping hell still comeover and see us and he calls me. chazzy has done so much for me and i thank him for that. but anyways so ya this week ive been getting out more ive been going out with Z and i had a date with this guy shane who is really nice and might be coming over again and he know justin but ya i went to the beach this week for the first time in forever and it was great cuz i was a little trashed but no cute guys there lol so ya i also have been getting out of the house by walking around the neighborhood trying to work out alittle. so also ive been trying to get my bank account but theres nothing i can do to get it till ZAC gets our IDs made. its retarded that birth certificate or SS cards dont work as forms of IDs at a bank and im also ganna be getting my GED soon i have been talking to my GED person and shes helping me get situated. i know i can pass the test but i still will need to study to remember it all. and guys im sorry that my diarys have been kinda short im just not good at talking about my self or writing so please dont get mad or start bitching that there to short im doing the best i can. and one more thing members need to stop trying to cause a bunch of shit between any of the people here or with other members this is spose to be a fun site but you guys are taking the fun out it. this is a site to SEE our live and its not ganna be real with you guys starting shit, realize that your fucking with our lives and we have feeling to. no matter how much you think we dont, we do! so please stop starting shit if you think its ganna affect us in some way please dont say it its getting really annoying!!!

ok so this week has been very emotional for me and confusing well first off me and ron have been done but im still in pain from it and then that thing josh comes over and he knows i dont want him there and he knows i dont like him but hes acting like he wants to be my friend and im like no bitch im not gonna be your friend you screwed me over im done with that asshole. so hes here and stuff and i get a message from someone that josh have something and i was so pissed cuz if he had something and gave it to ron and it came back to me i would be so fucking pissed and violent so. so ya then i went out and got trashed and had fun till i got home then more depression but then i was fine actually ive been fine most of this week the only time im not is when josh is here and thats why i dont want him here. and im glad he wont be back for a bit.i had a bad chat saturday and i dont remember much and the beginning of this week rich came over and me him and ron went out to gbar and we had fun and me and ron got to spend some time out of the house without anyone. ive decided when im upset about ron from now on that im not gonna drink anymore cuz this week it was bad. i did some stupid stuff. robbie me and mattie and justin smoked in this house and i told them not to but no one in this house listens to me so i just said fuck it cuz its not like there going to listen to me and i did it to and i wasnt feeling to good about it the next day i was really worried that i was ganna get kicked out and i dont wanna get kicked out so i decided never doing it again while im here or for a bit after im gone so i can get my life together like getting my GED and going back to school and getting money saved up so i can get my own place and a job so i can get more money but ya so i am gonna be trying a new thing starting soon and i think the rest of the boys will to if they want im gonna start taking out the camcorder and taping me going out to places and having fun outside the house it should be fun and i hope the members will like it. sunday we had a house meeting and me and the rest of the boys are going to volunteer at a place for what happened early this week it should be interesting but no one getting kicked this week. also

ok so this week i have been thru alot of drama and its annoying me i about to go crazy hehe anyways so ya as most of you know ive been having drama with ron and its driving me insane so im soon just ganna stop all things with ron unless the drama stops. i cant take it any more and i want it to stop. i was really hurt that ron lied to me and that hes been playing me but whatever ill get over it. but ya so i went to Z's house and got drunk and talk to him and it helped me a bit with the whole ron thing and i think me and him are just ganna be friends nothing else but i dont want to do this but i think it would be easier for both of us. i was spose to go to the beach with chazzy and chazzy woke up late but its ok im going to the beach with ron and Z on monday. it should be fun and today im going to grushkas and teddys for grushkas birthday and its ganna be weird with josh there so i see lots of drama between the 3 of us but im just ganna try to ignore him and i think ill bee fine. oh and thanx to to some of the members i got an amazing jacket and i got really comfy undies and a GED book to study with, i wanna try and get my GED soon but i just dont have the transportation or money to do it. just so much in my life going on and i dont have time to do it. but i will soon. and also i wanna say to some of the member if you have a problem tell me and we will talk about it together. ok thats all folks!!!

so this week was different and good well i really didnt do anything but chazy and robbie left for arizona and warren left this week and it was funny cuz zac was a day late on the water bill and there was no water for a whole day here so warren went all crazy and it was hilarious then he ad his man left. i also walked around outside with ron and me and him got sunburns but i had fun i waved at so many people and alot waved back which was cool. thomas came over to this week and we hung out with him. also matty was here all week and it was ok but i think hes spending to much time here hes getting gayer everyday lol. and sarah is starting to find out hes bi and i think its funny. me and ron have been having fun here by our selves and i think its ganna be like that for a while cuz robbies always working so untill we find an app me and ron be be home alone alot. but so ya im ganna be trying to get out more i really wanna go to the beach and bring a cam to show everyone but i need to talk to chazzy about it. but so ya thats my week if you guys want me to do anything for the house e-mail me and we'll talk about it b'cuz i suck at cumming up with ideas!!!

so this week was kinda ok and not at the same time good cuz i had fun cuz its was easter and i followed a cute little bunny down a hole and we had a tea party with GIR then i came back and we had some partys here at CBL and i got drunk and made lots and lots of jello shots but only got tipsy. and josh came over and he pissed me off cuz he made ron choose between me and himand he just walked up to me and sayd im ganna try to get ron and he tryed to pull it off as we both should know and that pissed me off so much i wanted to hit josh with a brick. i mean he claims to be my friend but friends dont do that too each other, so im not dealing with josh anymore im over him but i still have to see him. which sucks. but ya so other than that i went to my friends Zs place drank a little and talked and downloadd music. ive been playing brawl and hanging with ron and i like him alot but not sure what we should do cuz we both like each other but we cant be with each other dating wise and i think i will eventually get tired of not being able to date him i will have to talk to someone soon about it but i dont want me or ron to leave CBL but i dont know what to do???

so this week i had a good week we got a new app and i like him and i was talking to him for a bit and he wanted to be an app so me and chazzy got him and when i seen him i thought he was so cute and first thing i did was feel his head (top one guys, for the gutter minded people)in the car i told him about bcl and all the boys and lol then we cam back and rich came over and brought 2 bottles with him and brought josh with him and i was getting kinda annoyed with josh cuz he knew i liked ron but he was still trying to get with ron and it annoyed me cuz i wouldn't do that to josh but from what i seen he would and not give a fuck about it.after we went to the club and i hung out with rich and ron and had some liquid cocaine and there was drama  between josh and warren and if was funny . so then we got to waffle house and i was gone so drunk as you can see and i decided that the waffle house chick is part of the CBL family. i got drunk alot and cleaned some and chazzy me and ron go over to teddy and grushkas and have dinners it was really good and i enjoys talking to grushka and chazzy almost beat up josh it was funny as hell. i seen anthony this week he so funny when hes with robbie and after ron was dont being an app and got accepted me and him cuddled on the couch and watched a movie  then we went to my room and you guys should know about that and the next day we took a bath together. i aslo have been trying to calm down on drinking and have been doing a ok job at it. so ya thats my week

ok so this this week was crazy we had a party here and everyone BUT me got wasted drunk and i was so annoyed they were throwing jello and throwing eggs and spilling stuff flipping over the pool table (actually that was kinda funny cuz drunk ass matt and drunk warren fell and it landed on them) so at that point i was so pissed i dragged warren into his room and matt to the couch i wish i had duck tape at the moment to tape the fuckers down but i didnt so they would not stay put. after when i finally got them to stay put i had to clean the kitchen and it was horrible cuz the eggs were so hard to mop up and there were raisins everywhere but sarah and thomas helped a llittle. but after that i went to bed and got some head and went to sleep. i got laid finally and i think i might be hanging out with clyde more it was great. i like him i thing hes really cute. chazzy cut and dyed my hair it took so long and my ADD was kicking in so much and i looked so weird while it was getting dyed and i liked it when my hair was dyed and long i wish i could of gone like that for a bit but i do like that way it is now i just miss my longer hair(new hair pic). it took me all day to do the dishes and these guys need to start do some fucking dishes. there was three dishwashers full of dishes and it took me all day to do them. im tired of doing some many and warren needs to do some shit around here besides sit on the computer all day long and clean a little more. but ya i also went to my friends z house and downlaoded more music. but ya thats my week

ok so this week was pretty boring really didnt do anything but i did go hangout with my ex and him new BF and it was kinda weird cuz hes was all over him and it was really sickening but i went to go see Alice in Wonderland it was A good movie but i kept thinking of pirates of the carrabian cuz of johny depp but after the movies we went to apple bees and that was really weird to cuz i had to talk to his new BF but its wasnt all bad i got a jawbreaker and it was so good. so then i go to my friends z house and i download all his music to my computer and then we go back to my exs place and i hang with him till morning then i came back home and got my money and got food thank you gboi . i also played wii with matt and i think i like him but i cant do anything about it cuz he has a GF and im not a skank like that. and warren has been geting better KINDA but he still gets on my nerves hes just so whiney and bitchy and he had a BF the other day(whats a BF? its a bitch fit) and he threw something at robbie and he threw a cup of water at my computer and i was so fucking pissed and i wanted to fuck his ass up but i dont do that cuz i dont like voilence so i went in my room and just got away from him. and josh came over this week to and i have to admit i do miss the drama queen but only a little.

ok so this week was fun i went to orlando when we got to orlando we went to a McD. and it was huge and the food was great cuz it served more than just fatburgers and they have like games and stuff on the second floor and i had a lot of fun there when we got to the house there where a couple poeple there and most of them were nice but there was one that annoyed me and he just didnt care so i just ignored him the whole night. then we went to Disney and Universal and walked all day rode rides and went to show there. the chat cam died when we got there and in magic kingdom we rode space mountain it was not as fun as i remember but still fun then  in epcot i got a turkey leg it was great cuz i was looking for one all day and couldnt find one till like 8:45, 15 minutes till the park closes soo i was happy i got one then when we left i got a jawbreaker (still havent started eating it) then at universal we got stuck on a ride for 15 minutes after a hour wait its sucked cuz i was cold as hell. and at universal i seen this really really cute guys but to scared to talk to him. then we rode the mummy ride and it was awesome cuz it had fire in it and it was warm and it felt so good that we got right back on it. at night we went to clubs and it was annoying and boring annoying cuz i coundn't drink and i wanted to so bad but i danced and watched the drag show and had some fun and at the other club i was bored as hell but the show there wasnt bad but after the show i wanted to leave. at the house when i woke up the last day in orlando i thought everyone left cuz it was two and i didnt see anyone then i walked down stairs and then seen warren and robbie and they sayd chaz went to the ER. so then chaz got back and we went home and then we went out to the club again and i seen a bunch of people i new and met up with sommeone i as talking to and he turned out not to be what i thought so i left and stayed at a friend and then came home the next day. so ya that was my week.

ok so this week i thought me and joseph were doing better when he came over one day to spend time with me it was nice till i got into my chat and joseph wrote a comment in my chat about he dont need me for a sex life and there other people out there to fuck. so after that i was really mad at him i know we were in an open relationship but it was not cool to say that in my chat so thurday at manilows i ignored him then he left without saying goodbye and so i called him and after that i was single. i wasnt upset about it like i have been in the past with past BFs. i went out with my friend Z and i watched a movie and then came home. warren has been annoying me alot and being so bitchy and whiney and i cant stand him hes wearing heels and just being annoying. i went to the club with rich and the boys and i was so bored cuz a club is not fun unless u can drink. but i did meet an old friend and he was wasted so i just got his number and kinda walked away. after we left then went to waffle house like alway when rich is here. matt came over and at first when i meet him i got a bad vibe but then the next day when he cam over and played dokapon kingdom i relieze hes a great guy and really nice and really cute. then in robbies chat me robbie and matt played naked twister and it was a lot of fun. and then we went back to dokapon and then robbie stoped then me and matt played for a LONG time and almost beat the game and i had a lot of fun with matt and hope i see more of him cuz hes a guy that likes guys who doesnt act gay at all and i havent seen that in a while. josh left this week and it doesnt feel any different here. and im still sober 3 more weeks to go till i can drink again. oh and i cloned my willy and thinking about selling it cuz i need the money right now. so ya thats my week.

monday i really didnt do anything i sat around the house and i was getting really annoyed cuz im tired of being
inside all the time. so i call my friend z up and go over to his place watched a movie got drunk and then went to McD and got a doublecheeseburger then went home and went to sleep.

tuesday i wokeup and really didnt do anything all day except chat and get annoyed by warren hes been getting on my nerves and i want to slap him up side that head and tell him to shut the hell up and stop being such a drama QUEEN.later i went out because with my friend Z and me and him went to eat and got a bottle and got drunk as hell and we got so drunk and i dont even know how i got home but i did and then i passed the fuck out

wednesday i woke up and had to clean the floor from the night before and then the kitchen after that i made mashed tators and then i did some stuff on my computer and talked to gboi and then got excited about this new game and then i got really really drunk and ate some cake did chat drunk as hell and i dont even remember chat (sorry i was wasted guys) then i threw up im my room on the floor and then josh got me a bowl and threw up in there and then after all that i Passed out!

thursday i woke up and then was exciteded cuz chazzy was ganna do drag and annoyed cuz i had to clean up from the night before. So i cleaned up the mess but it still smelled and the i just pour a bottle of cleaning stuff on it and the smell went away. so then we do our chats and everthing everyones getting ready to go to and i take a water bottle with tiquilla with me. lol ya so we get there and i was all alone there at manilows at first so i start to drink and then i go talk to chaz and he want me to record the night so i take the camera and start to recored joey then joseph shows up and at this time im completely WASTED & TRASHED but i was soooo happy to see him cuz i didnt think hed show up so after we go outside and we talked and i told him that i need to hear from him and see him more then the night gets fuzzy and all i remember is laying on the table and then joseph and ron draging me into my bed then i passed out

Friday i wokeup wandering what i did last night glad i did throw up and excited cuz joseph texted me i was so happy. after a bit of getting annoyed by the prissy bitch and playing on the computer i did chat then i called joseph and he told me he was ganna go to bed and i didnt mind i got to talk to him and i was happy that he texted but then like ten minutes later he walks thru the door and i was a little mad but really really happy at the same time and then we watched tv and then joseph looked tired to i took him to bed and we cuddled all night.

saturday i woke up next to joseph really happy im a good mood and then we talked with members then me joseph and warren went to josephs house and we watch TV and warren was in drag(really Creepy looking) with josephs roommate mattand then we got on the roof to unclog something and warren gets up there and it was funny as hell watching him tryingto get down then me and joseph layd in the hammick together and i enjoys it alot i was really happy at that point then we went to McD and i got 3 doublecheeseburgers and a bigmac meal and a snackwrap and fries then we went home and i got my ID cuz someone sent me money thur western unoin and so joseph took me to get it and it took about an hour just to get it after that i picked up some food and stuff to make my Ceaser Salad Eggrolls and i made them for joseph then he said he was going home and warren was just being his bitchy annoying self and i was getting so pissed i just needed "ME" time. after that i calmed down and smoked a cig and then me roobie and joseph played Bo nina resha starjohnson for a bit then joe got tied and he sayd lets go to sleep and i got really happy then cuz he was staying the night and i had someone to cuddle with then we fell asleep together.

monday i woke up at 2 and then chaz came over and we did video diarys and then me josh and warren went to the store and


josh got some stuff to make chicken noodle (lol noodle). after that we ate then i did my chat and chaz left then i

watched heroes and i was a little disappointed cuz the season finale wasnt that good i ment great episode but horrible

season finale after that i talked to Gboi then i called joseph and asked him if he wanted to go the fair with me on

wednesday but he cant cuz hes working but he sayd on saturday we'd go to the fair. after that i when to bed.



tuesday i woke up at 2 again and i didnt do anything till alex and kelly came over then me and kelly made funnle cakes

and chazzy came over and we did podcast then we ate the funnle cake and watched american idol. then this new show i cant

remember the name of. after that we went to McD. and then malilows and i got five drinks and the bartender was kinda cute

but after i was really drunk then we went to IHOPs and i got some asian chicken thing and it was good. then we came home

and we all cleaned the house smoked some Cigs and then went to bed.



wednesday i woke up at one and zac and chaz were late i was hoping my computer was ganna be here but we left and went to

fair. so when we got to the fair we walked around for a bit and then we went to see giraffes and lamas i was so excited

cuz i got to pet the lama and then i seen a billy goat it was so cute and then i seen the two giraffes and i just was so

happy. chaz gave me some carrots and i feed the giraffes and petted them. first time ive ever touched a giraffe i was so

excited then i seen a kangaroo but i couldnt pet it but it was ok then i found a funnle cake stand and got a funnle cake.

it was so good. after that we got some tickets for the rides and we got on a ride and it was ok but not that good. later

we got on this ride that spins us and we had to rock and flip it was a great ride then we rode this other one and it was

the best ride ive been on at a fair. it was so awesome and kinda funny cuz warren was screaming the whole ride. later we

got food and i got a turkey leg and then i got kinda pissed cuz there was these 4 guys and i heard them call us faggots

3 times i was so ready to smack them up side the head with my turkey leg but i controled myself then i got some cotton

candy. little bit later after everyone finished eating we when to this building and it was filled with candy and beds.

and we seen this thing about sharks and i got a squishy ball thing and a lasor then we left and went home. when we got

home i seen my computer came but i wasnt here to sign for it, so it came on thursday. then we did podcast and i drank and

then watched angels and demons. it was a good movie i thought. after that i went to bed.



thursday i woke up at 2 and was really tired and noone was here except warren so me and warren started drinking and got

really drunk and then i did chat and was really drunk but it was fun after that we went to manilows and joseph was there

and we had a lot of fun then he left and i had a hamburger. after thaty i left and went to bed.



friday i really didnt do anything till later im the day when i got drunk then i did chat then did some other stuff then

went to sleep with joseph.



saturday i woke up and me and joseph went to his place and i seen his drag queen roomy and he was really gay and we watched

ru pauls drag race and then we went to mcd and it was good then we drove back to the house at 120 MPH and i didnt know then

we got pizza and got back to the house ate and jose played with my computer trying to fix it then i had chat and joe stripped

me and then he said hed be back and left and the chat got over and and i waited for joe till 3 he didnt show so i went to

bed. sunday he texted me saying he was sick so i guess i cant be mad to much but i would have like if he texted me telling

me that he wasn't coming!

monday i really didnt do anything i was so sick and didnt feel like doing anything but lay in bed all day and it was a
monday so i dont do anything any way

tuesday the app came and i drank and hung out with him and robbie and chad

wednesday i was still feeling sick but then i took a shower and felt better but other than that i really didnt do any
thing cuz i was feeling so tired and sick!

thursday i didnt really do anything till after my chat then my friend alex called and i forgot he was coming over so
alex came over with kelly, then there friend amanda came over then we drank a lot and got kinda drunk after that me
and alex went for a walk and talked about my ex and his exs and then we got back and we drank some more and then later
me alex and kelly went to bed and kelly kept telling alex to go cuddle with josh but alex is to shy to then we played
with kellys boobs then fell asleep.

friday was really good i woke up next to alex and kelly we then they left. then i got excited cuz joseph was coming over
and i was happy about that. so he comes over and he brings tony with him and a bottle of vodka. so i do 2 shots and
joseph decided we didnt have enough liquor so me and him go to the liquor store and we get long island iced tea and
bourbon and then we get back and we both started to drink and then we made out alot and and cuddled alot it was great
then he we went out side and he asked me if we were going out and i said ya then we kissed some more and drank. several
shots later we go back to my room and me and joseph did stuff (if you wanna know go watch it) then we cuddled and fall
asleep together.

saturday i woke up next to joseph and i was so happy then i go and do a shot to wake up. then he asks me if i wanna get
something to eat i sayd sure so we get in his car and we go a really long way to McD but i didnt care more time with
joseph. but then we get there and i got 2 double cheeseburgers they were sooo good after that we take the very long way
home then we get home and we cuddle for a bit then he goes home then my day gets boring till chat then i chat and an hour
after joseph comes back over and we play strip twister but i cant play lol i did 3 shots and then we went to my room
kissed and cuddled and stuff (go watch it) after that i make food then fall asleep.

sunday we went we had group chat and we did naked chat after that then me and chaz went to


st. pete to go get gabby. then we get home and me and gabby start doing jagear shots the the

jeager runs out and i keep doing rum shots. later me josh and gabby are in my room and i dont

how it starts but gabbys giving me head and so is josh and i finger gabby and josh is fucking

her but i was so drunk i couldnt keep it up for josh and gabby so i go to robbies room and

tell him to fuck me so we go back to my room and he fuckes me he was actully very gentle

but after that i think i fell asleep cuz i dont remember any more.



well Monday me and gabby and josh chilled at the house here. we played monopoly and gabby

did the first girl podcast and i had a lot of fun. other than that we really didnt do

anything monday.



tuesday i was off chat again and me chaz josh and gabby go to bestbuy to look at phones and

to take gabby home. that was the first time i had een the inside of her place and she has the

cutest kitty. and bottle caps on her ceiling spelling cunt lol but after that we got back home

and we were spose to have the new app coming and he ends up not showing so chazzy takes his

chat time and i thought chaz should do more chats lol. and we were drinking beer too. then i

watched heros for two hours (omg zachery quinto is so sexy) lol then i fell asleep



wednesday i woke up at 3 and no one was home so i decided to do laudry and my early years and

my weekly diary. then i call chaz cuz he messaged me in chat and asked me to clean up a bit

cuz Teddy and Grushka were coming over to have dinner with us. when they got here chaz had to

do chat cuz the app. still didnt show. me and chaz were talk about something and i had the

idea to have a drag party and chaz said he could make me look like julia roberts and i was

like ok...

then we all ate joshes food it was soooo good. it was salmon and mashed tators and i love

salmon and taters.the it was robbies chat and we messed around lol then at ten it was my chat

and i was tired from robbies chat i did my chat and it was good i had a good chat. then i talk

on the phone with Gboi and he was really nice then i ate some pie then i called my sis cuz she

IMed me earlyer and we talk and she said she'd like to visit. i barely get to see her so it

would be nice but weird at same time. that was pretty much it for wednesday.



thursday i didnt do anything really except do chat and podcast. later we went to manilows and

i ordered my first legal drink i was so excited it was fun there was a new drag queen there

plus the other ones. i hung out with joe and made out with him. lol hes really cute i kinda

like him. i had more drinks i was mostly drinking cran-vodka. i was getting so drunk. then we

get in the car to go home and robbie brings home a "str8" guy and he was more wasted then i

ever have been since ive been here and hes pukking the whole ride home. then we get home and

then we all get naked except josh cuz he whent to sleep then we smoke cigs then went to sleep!



friday i woke up and noone was home then i see robbie i guess he took matt home then at 2 I

naked wrestled with robbie and got rug burn took a shower and was in so much pain then robbie

went to work and josh went with chaz to best buy so i was all alone so i took a nap (weird for

me cuz i dont take naps) but then chaz got here we did pod cast and i cooked and then did chat

then cooked again then talked to gboi then went to sleep!!!



saturday i kinda dont remember to much but chaz came over and i got ready and we went to teddys

and grushkas and we were spose to go to gasprilla but it was raining so we went to the aquarium

and i took a bunch of pics it was alot of fun. and the otters were so cute and then we had lunch

it was really good. then i went back to the otters to take more pics. after that we went to the

gift shop and i got a jawbreaker and then we left. chaz told me to close my eyes and hold out my

hand and i was kinda scared but he gave me the cutest otter i named him myles dont know y but

it works then we go back to teddys and grushkas and then back to the house and then later joe

came over and we cuddled and fell asleep

so tuesday we went to winndixie for food then we came home and me and robbie played on the


PS2. we had a lot of fun. then robbie did his chat i joined him in the sling lol. after that

we cleaned naked and josh got a little upset so i put undies on then we got dressed and went

to get my bestie Gabby and go to the club. i was so excited to see her. ive missed her so

much. but we danced and and had a lot of fun. josh and robbie seemed to like her so that was

good but then again who doesnt love gabby. after the club we me and gabby talked about all

thee time weve got drunk together then we dropped her off and we went to get nathen and then

we went home. i made cheesy mashed tators and some cran-lemonaid and a shot and went to sleep!





Wednesday i woke up at two, i was so tired. i really didnt do anything thing till about 5.

then we went to teddys and grushkas for dinner. we had mashed taters and meatloaf and

broccoli cassiroll it was so good. we watched this movie "sordid lives" it was so funny. we

talked for a bit then we had key lime pie. ive been wanting pie for about 2 weeks so i was

happy. the we left and cam back to the house. i took a couple shots and i was a little drunk.

after that me chaz robbie and josh when to go see jonah at some str8 bar to listen to poeple

sing karioki it wasnt that fun but it was ok. i seen jonah meet robbies brother and that about

it. then we cam home and everyone went to sleep and i chated for a bit and made tuna helper

took another shot and went to sleep.





Thursday i really didnt do anything except for try to give my friend gabby directions to

manilows. so we get to manilows and everyone wanted me to strip but i get to nervous and i

clammed up, i felt really bad cuz everyone wanted me to but i kept saying no but i did dance

with my friend gabby and with joe. i had fun at the club all except for the people constintly

asking me to do something i wasnt ready for. after the club me and josh and gabby and her friend

chris came back to the house and we chilled here for a bit then gabby and chris left. but

gabby is coming back she has to her wallet is here lol. but ya after i went to bed.





friday i really didnt do anything except watch tv and chat but saturday was my birthday and

first thing i did was take a shower when i got out chaz and everyone got me presents and a

bottle of jaeger then we did a shot then we did another shot then another one. after that me

and jonah made ceaser salad eggrolls they where so fucking good after that my friends alex

brian and kelly cam over and we took another shot then the night kinda turned into a blur

cuz i was so wasted but apperently i was naked alot and so out of it then everyone left and

robbie came home then i went to bed!

Well this is my first blog, i guess i should start with saturday, well i woke up late saturday and i had an hour to get all my stuff together but chaz was an hour late so it was ok that i wokeup late. i said good bye to everyone. when i got to the CBL house we went to teddys and had dinner, it was really good. then we came home and the power went off and we built a fort out of chairs, and we were so crazy that night then robbie came home with beer and i got wasted. dont remember much after that. sunday i woke up with a hangover and chaz was making brunch we did group chat and we said bye to jonah. then i played nintendo with robbie. later i did my first chat and rich came over and brought over rum and tiquila i got really drunk but not tumbley then we went to Gbar and wafflehouse and rich was drunker then me so lol i didnt feel like the only drunk there. then we came home i did some more shots and the i passed out. then monday me, rich, robbie and dustin went to see avaitar (second time i seen it) it was amazing. but like towards the end of the movie i started feeling like crap and my stomach hurt so much and when i got home i got all my CBL thing done.