so this week i had a good week we got a new app and i like him and i was talking to him for a bit and he wanted to be an app so me and chazzy got him and when i seen him i thought he was so cute and first thing i did was feel his head (top one guys, for the gutter minded people)in the car i told him about bcl and all the boys and lol then we cam back and rich came over and brought 2 bottles with him and brought josh with him and i was getting kinda annoyed with josh cuz he knew i liked ron but he was still trying to get with ron and it annoyed me cuz i wouldn't do that to josh but from what i seen he would and not give a fuck about it.after we went to the club and i hung out with rich and ron and had some liquid cocaine and there was drama  between josh and warren and if was funny . so then we got to waffle house and i was gone so drunk as you can see and i decided that the waffle house chick is part of the CBL family. i got drunk alot and cleaned some and chazzy me and ron go over to teddy and grushkas and have dinners it was really good and i enjoys talking to grushka and chazzy almost beat up josh it was funny as hell. i seen anthony this week he so funny when hes with robbie and after ron was dont being an app and got accepted me and him cuddled on the couch and watched a movie  then we went to my room and you guys should know about that and the next day we took a bath together. i aslo have been trying to calm down on drinking and have been doing a ok job at it. so ya thats my week

ok so this this week was crazy we had a party here and everyone BUT me got wasted drunk and i was so annoyed they were throwing jello and throwing eggs and spilling stuff flipping over the pool table (actually that was kinda funny cuz drunk ass matt and drunk warren fell and it landed on them) so at that point i was so pissed i dragged warren into his room and matt to the couch i wish i had duck tape at the moment to tape the fuckers down but i didnt so they would not stay put. after when i finally got them to stay put i had to clean the kitchen and it was horrible cuz the eggs were so hard to mop up and there were raisins everywhere but sarah and thomas helped a llittle. but after that i went to bed and got some head and went to sleep. i got laid finally and i think i might be hanging out with clyde more it was great. i like him i thing hes really cute. chazzy cut and dyed my hair it took so long and my ADD was kicking in so much and i looked so weird while it was getting dyed and i liked it when my hair was dyed and long i wish i could of gone like that for a bit but i do like that way it is now i just miss my longer hair(new hair pic). it took me all day to do the dishes and these guys need to start do some fucking dishes. there was three dishwashers full of dishes and it took me all day to do them. im tired of doing some many and warren needs to do some shit around here besides sit on the computer all day long and clean a little more. but ya i also went to my friends z house and downlaoded more music. but ya thats my week

ok so this week was pretty boring really didnt do anything but i did go hangout with my ex and him new BF and it was kinda weird cuz hes was all over him and it was really sickening but i went to go see Alice in Wonderland it was A good movie but i kept thinking of pirates of the carrabian cuz of johny depp but after the movies we went to apple bees and that was really weird to cuz i had to talk to his new BF but its wasnt all bad i got a jawbreaker and it was so good. so then i go to my friends z house and i download all his music to my computer and then we go back to my exs place and i hang with him till morning then i came back home and got my money and got food thank you gboi . i also played wii with matt and i think i like him but i cant do anything about it cuz he has a GF and im not a skank like that. and warren has been geting better KINDA but he still gets on my nerves hes just so whiney and bitchy and he had a BF the other day(whats a BF? its a bitch fit) and he threw something at robbie and he threw a cup of water at my computer and i was so fucking pissed and i wanted to fuck his ass up but i dont do that cuz i dont like voilence so i went in my room and just got away from him. and josh came over this week to and i have to admit i do miss the drama queen but only a little.

ok so this week was fun i went to orlando when we got to orlando we went to a McD. and it was huge and the food was great cuz it served more than just fatburgers and they have like games and stuff on the second floor and i had a lot of fun there when we got to the house there where a couple poeple there and most of them were nice but there was one that annoyed me and he just didnt care so i just ignored him the whole night. then we went to Disney and Universal and walked all day rode rides and went to show there. the chat cam died when we got there and in magic kingdom we rode space mountain it was not as fun as i remember but still fun then  in epcot i got a turkey leg it was great cuz i was looking for one all day and couldnt find one till like 8:45, 15 minutes till the park closes soo i was happy i got one then when we left i got a jawbreaker (still havent started eating it) then at universal we got stuck on a ride for 15 minutes after a hour wait its sucked cuz i was cold as hell. and at universal i seen this really really cute guys but to scared to talk to him. then we rode the mummy ride and it was awesome cuz it had fire in it and it was warm and it felt so good that we got right back on it. at night we went to clubs and it was annoying and boring annoying cuz i coundn't drink and i wanted to so bad but i danced and watched the drag show and had some fun and at the other club i was bored as hell but the show there wasnt bad but after the show i wanted to leave. at the house when i woke up the last day in orlando i thought everyone left cuz it was two and i didnt see anyone then i walked down stairs and then seen warren and robbie and they sayd chaz went to the ER. so then chaz got back and we went home and then we went out to the club again and i seen a bunch of people i new and met up with sommeone i as talking to and he turned out not to be what i thought so i left and stayed at a friend and then came home the next day. so ya that was my week.

ok so this week i thought me and joseph were doing better when he came over one day to spend time with me it was nice till i got into my chat and joseph wrote a comment in my chat about he dont need me for a sex life and there other people out there to fuck. so after that i was really mad at him i know we were in an open relationship but it was not cool to say that in my chat so thurday at manilows i ignored him then he left without saying goodbye and so i called him and after that i was single. i wasnt upset about it like i have been in the past with past BFs. i went out with my friend Z and i watched a movie and then came home. warren has been annoying me alot and being so bitchy and whiney and i cant stand him hes wearing heels and just being annoying. i went to the club with rich and the boys and i was so bored cuz a club is not fun unless u can drink. but i did meet an old friend and he was wasted so i just got his number and kinda walked away. after we left then went to waffle house like alway when rich is here. matt came over and at first when i meet him i got a bad vibe but then the next day when he cam over and played dokapon kingdom i relieze hes a great guy and really nice and really cute. then in robbies chat me robbie and matt played naked twister and it was a lot of fun. and then we went back to dokapon and then robbie stoped then me and matt played for a LONG time and almost beat the game and i had a lot of fun with matt and hope i see more of him cuz hes a guy that likes guys who doesnt act gay at all and i havent seen that in a while. josh left this week and it doesnt feel any different here. and im still sober 3 more weeks to go till i can drink again. oh and i cloned my willy and thinking about selling it cuz i need the money right now. so ya thats my week.