ok so this week i have been thru alot of drama and its annoying me i about to go crazy hehe anyways so ya as most of you know ive been having drama with ron and its driving me insane so im soon just ganna stop all things with ron unless the drama stops. i cant take it any more and i want it to stop. i was really hurt that ron lied to me and that hes been playing me but whatever ill get over it. but ya so i went to Z's house and got drunk and talk to him and it helped me a bit with the whole ron thing and i think me and him are just ganna be friends nothing else but i dont want to do this but i think it would be easier for both of us. i was spose to go to the beach with chazzy and chazzy woke up late but its ok im going to the beach with ron and Z on monday. it should be fun and today im going to grushkas and teddys for grushkas birthday and its ganna be weird with josh there so i see lots of drama between the 3 of us but im just ganna try to ignore him and i think ill bee fine. oh and thanx to to some of the members i got an amazing jacket and i got really comfy undies and a GED book to study with, i wanna try and get my GED soon but i just dont have the transportation or money to do it. just so much in my life going on and i dont have time to do it. but i will soon. and also i wanna say to some of the member if you have a problem tell me and we will talk about it together. ok thats all folks!!!