ok so this week i had a bad week and depressing well first chazzy has left CBL and im very upset about it. im ganna miss chazzy so much and its ganna be weird without chazzy here. i hoping he comes back but i dont think it will happen and im hoping hell still comeover and see us and he calls me. chazzy has done so much for me and i thank him for that. but anyways so ya this week ive been getting out more ive been going out with Z and i had a date with this guy shane who is really nice and might be coming over again and he know justin but ya i went to the beach this week for the first time in forever and it was great cuz i was a little trashed but no cute guys there lol so ya i also have been getting out of the house by walking around the neighborhood trying to work out alittle. so also ive been trying to get my bank account but theres nothing i can do to get it till ZAC gets our IDs made. its retarded that birth certificate or SS cards dont work as forms of IDs at a bank and im also ganna be getting my GED soon i have been talking to my GED person and shes helping me get situated. i know i can pass the test but i still will need to study to remember it all. and guys im sorry that my diarys have been kinda short im just not good at talking about my self or writing so please dont get mad or start bitching that there to short im doing the best i can. and one more thing members need to stop trying to cause a bunch of shit between any of the people here or with other members this is spose to be a fun site but you guys are taking the fun out it. this is a site to SEE our live and its not ganna be real with you guys starting shit, realize that your fucking with our lives and we have feeling to. no matter how much you think we dont, we do! so please stop starting shit if you think its ganna affect us in some way please dont say it its getting really annoying!!!